February 2010
38 posts
Before the money (and the mirrors)...
cheaperthanacupofjoe:
Wake up in the morning looking like a Hanson…
Is that Dog the Bounty Hunter??
Mum mum mum mah b-b-b-butterface, b-b-butterface…
So this is where J.K. Rowling got her inspiration!
No way… really?? YEAAH!!!
Bug powder causes male bedbugs to stab each other...
ohyeahfacts:
Female bedbugs have some “down there” armor that absorbs the punishing blows of the bedbug’s love-spear, but males lack this protection.
Sleep tight!
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A man's testicles produce 72 million sperm a day-...
ohyeahfacts:
(The Most Amazing Book of Useless Facts)
John Hanson was actually the first president of...
ohyeahfacts:
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Today’s date, 01-02-2010, is a palindrome; it...
ohyeahfacts:
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I've decided...
I’m not gonna delete my tumblr. I’m just gonna keep it to see what y’all post bc I love reading what y’all post. The pics and everything are fantastic :)
So I’m gonna delete my tumblr. Not that i’ll be missed or anything. You all have a good day.
I’m just wondering, on the Lose It! App, how do you set the calories below 1,000? Like to500 or something?
Ya know?
Last night was a wreck. I had to cook chicken for my dad, so I made chicken nuggets. And proceeded to eat like 10 of them. And at that point my boyfriend came over so I couldn’t purge. I literally felt disgusting as fuck. I still do. Even though it was nearly 12 hours ago.
This morning I had a Special K protein shake. It was pretty good, I wont lie. 190 calories of deliciousness. But, of...
=/ I just purged.
And I hadn’t even eaten anything bad. It was a perfectly healthy, well-balanced lunch.
But, of course, I couldn’t keep it down. Fail. f.a.i.l.
Oh wow. My brother’s roommate just left…she was sitting right behind me this whole time…and I’ve been blatantly scrollin around on here..lookin at pics of desperately thin girls, reading blogs that are ed related..ya know if anyone wanted to know what I was doing it wouldn’t be hard to figure out.
I’m quite sure she didn’t look, though…I hope.
And...
“And if all we’ve got, is what no one can break, I know I love you, if...”
– Mat Kearney “All I Need”
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I think this morning I quite literally heard my thoughts out loud. As if someone was in the room saying out loud what I was thinking. Hearing voices? W.T.F. Srsly?
So this day sucks. This whole year sucks pretty badly so far. My parain (godfather for you northerners ;] ) died, my great grandmother died, one of my uncle’s police buddies was killed on duty, and my aunt’s mom...
So it’s National Eating Disorders Awareness Week this week.
I posted that on twitter and my mom asked me if I had an eating disorder. LOL.
I told her no. Of course.
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I want to be tiny.: Let’s say you’re driving down... →
Let’s say you’re driving down the road, and you blow a tire. Do you get out of your car, and slash the other three tires? No. You wouldn’t!! You’d call for help, or change the flat yourself, and keep going!!! Slashing your tires would just makes things worse for you, but this is how many people…
“We are overwhelmed by sexual images in commercials, art, and pornography, and...”
– Chris Hall reviewing Vanilla Sex by Michael Rosen (via tiredofbeingignored) (via sexisnottheenemy) (via microimperfections) (via lipstick-feminists) (via materialworld) (via so-treu) (via ladyfresh) (via exiledsoul)
yes. yes. yes.
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yep.
(via champagnecandy)
Maybe?
I guess it takes a real person, someone you know, someone you’ve hated and loved and hated again, someone you’ve been in competition with since the day you first met, someone like HER…to finally get you back on track.
I can’t believe I’ve let myself get this big. I’ve really let myself go and it’s quite unattractive.
So I’ve had toast today....
Ya know?
I don’t even know what to say anymore.
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“Through the media and school systems in the U.S., the dominant culture teaches...”
– Violently Peaceful: Oppression through “Staying Calm” | Racialicious - the intersection of race and pop culture (via guerrillamamamedicine)
seriously.
(via champagnecandy)
“I don’t care if it hurts.I wanna have control. I want a perfect body, I...”
– “Creep”-Radiohead
“START WALKING. IF YOU DON’T HAVE A GYM, WALK AROUND THE BLOCK. IF YOU LIVE IN A...”
– i get my best fitness/life advice from internet strangers (via reallykatie)
yup
I really wanna go eat free lunch with the bff today, only prob is I don’t want to eat I just wanna see her, and I have class at that time >< I guess I should be happy about that, right? *sigh*
great
So I figured I’d eat something today, then remembered about this chick that my boyfriend is suddenly chatting with. yeah they went to high school together, who cares. She’s pretty and skinny and tall. I’m the exact opposite (except I’m not really that short).
And what would make him wanna start chattin with another girl anyway? I guess I’m not really good enough for...
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V-day
Ok so it’s valentine’s day. And idk about anyone else but personally I think this holiday is STUPID. It’s made-up. It’s just a way for silly, high-maintenance drama queens to get more gifts and have yet another stupid reason for being mad at their bf’s for “not doing a good enough job” Get a life, women. #srsly.
And tbh it’s not all that fair for...
It's like this..
Lent is right around the corner and I’m giving up……..MEAT! but not just meat..pretty much anything animal related.AND I’m also giving up sodas and white bread/rice/etc. So for 40 days I will basically be a VEGAN. Now it’s perfect timing because I have a reason and viable excuse for doing so! So no one can ask questions and be concerned. And I can eat nothing all day...
hmph
Today just sucks. For no real reason. other than the fact that I had a paper due (that I forgot to put my name on) and three exams. One of which I have yet to take.
But all of a sudden I just got this feeling of impending doom. Thanks. It sucks. I pretty much just wanna throw my computer at the wall and start crying.
Pathetic? Rather.
welll
So not too long ago I spilled the beans about my ed to my cousin >< it was one of those nights where SOMETHING was gonna happen. Either I cut my skin off my entire body and got rid of the fat that way OR I talked to someone to calm me down. And, sadly, the only person available was my cousin. I can’t be mad, he’s a great guy. But to help him understand I sent him a link to a...
Ok
So all of these people eating McDonald’s around me srsly make me want it. Like bad.
But you know, aside from the fact that I don’t eat (ha) McDonald’s is just really bad for you! Like, seriously who wants to eat a ball of tortured cow and a stick of grease? Aside from the fact that it’s SO effin delicious…mouth watering………..ok no no no I can’t...
Maybe
I think that eventually there will come a time when all this is over. There will be a day when I can smile and mean it. But the time is not now, and the day is not today.
>< it’s def one of those nights.
January 2010
8 posts
At first you think it’ll be ok. Because afterall she is your great grandmaw. But in a family where everyone mind as well be your own mom or dad, that rationale is thrown out the window.
But still you think it will be easy.you’ve already mourned, been in denial, anger, self hate…all the fun stages of depression and manic that follows a death. So you walk in and think...
Starting over.
Just wait.
Meditative
So I’m feeling all thoughtful on the subject of my ED. Thanks to a nice read that a dear friend sent.
And it just got me thinking about how much this takes away from my life. And I don’t mean the years or the nutrition. I’m talking about the fun, the closeness with friends and family, the enjoyment of sitting down for a meal with people and ENJOYING it. I honestly can’t...
mhm
So I didn’t sleep last night. LOL. Probably should have but whatever.
I took one of my dad’s pills again. So that’s why I was up all night. I had taken it last week sometime and kept it for later. And took it last night. And I’m upset bc he totes got rid of those pills and now idk what to do!!! I frantically searched for them last night. They might be in his room but right...
“Every U.S. president with a beard has been a Republican.”
– @omgfacts
moww
TONIGHT IS A FUCKIN RIOT.
For reallll. My sister sent me pics of myself when I was younger. UMOMG I was fatt. It explains so much. ANd I’m seriouss. I was F.A.T.H.U.G.E. like fureal.
and I’m in a super annoying mood right now so bear with me. or bare with me..ya know idk anymore.
I just have to say I luv my new twitterfamily. @yeahyouknowit @danny_dickblood @_solid_gold @OGMushSDS...
whoa
So I figured it’s time for an update. It’s been a long while.
So where do I begin exactly? My life is a complicated roller coaster ride, but whose life isn’t, right?
Christmas was…well..it was Christmas. I only saw my immediate family not my grandparents or cousins. But at least my older siblings were both able to be home for the holidays. I got a wii + wii fit....
December 2009
19 posts
Just totally love this song. Enjoy.
yay for...
Oh yeah
So it’s that time of the year again. Where people go completely crazy and punch each other for toys, movies, sofas, ya know. The “essentials”. And retailers go insane because of these crazy people. Christmas songs get ruined by being completely overplayed. We gorge ourselves on way too much food and have five helpings of dessert (no I didn’t do this. That’s a lot of...
mhm
Ok so it’s been a while. I’ve been crazy busy with work and Tank and Christmas shopping that I haven’t really had time to get online.
Ahh Christmas. I time for rude shoppers to become ever the more rude and treat me like shit. FYI you fucking whore: just because I work in retail and you are a silly “housewife” with ten kids does NOT MAKE YOU better than me. Get a job...
alkfj
Hate hate hate hate hate!!!
I’m so disgusting! How can I possibly eat SO MUCH FOOD?! It’s just ridiculous.
And I’m off of work tomorrow (today). Which is good and bad. Good bc I haven’t had a day off since last sunday. And bad because I’ll be home. All day. With food! I can already tell I’m gonna b/p. Which sucks. Bc I don’t want to but I know I will.
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